LYRICS

searching for freedom (Alternative Version)

Flowers don’t grow
In vases or jars
And neither does she
In traffic or cars
With debts to be paid that she owes to herself
With interest for trade ins
In good states of health

Of places to grow
Moments to heal
Of everything everyone’s
Expecting from me
Searching for freedom
Slowing down time

There's more that I feel
Deep in my bones
Hidden in me there's reasons I know
I've been searching for freedom
Searching for mine
There's more that I feel
Deep in my bones
Hidden beneath these reasons for being
Searching for freedom
Searching for mine

He stopped asking for change in the past
Moving forward asked for change in perspective
And learnt a lot more
And felt his hands raised between his eyes and the sun
The warmth flooding in saw the importance of

Moments to grow
Of places to heal
Of everything that I have been expecting from me
I'm searching for freedom
Slowing down time

There's more that I feel
Deep in my bones
Hidden in me there's reasons I know
I've been searching for freedom
Searching for mine
There's more that I feel
Deep in my bones
Hidden beneath these reasons for being
I’m searching for freedom
Searching for mine

Searching for freedom
In transit to home
Searching for freedom
Traverse the unknown
Searching for freedom
The truth in that feeling
The truth in that meaning
Searching for searching for
Searching for freedom

Searching for freedom
Searching for freedom
The truth in that feeling
The truth in that meaning
Searching for searching for
Searching for freedom

letting go (Alternative Version)

We cut through glaciers to coastlines
By the afternoon
And rivers cut through the gorge and
The waters clean and the waters smooth
See I've been trying to move along, move along
Consumed in keeping strong for far too long
When all I had to do was rest my head
And rest my heart
You don't have to feel like this, no

I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
And it doesn't feel right anymore

And I came back to rest
And work along this canvas line
We can sleep to work at better rest at night
With less upon my mind
See I've been trying to move along, move along
Consumed in keeping strong for far too long
When all I had to do was rest my head
And rest my heart
And you don't have to feel like this, no

I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
And I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
And it doesn't feel right
Anymore, anymore, anymore
Anymore, anymore, anymore

I don’t want to do this
On my own, on my own, love
You don’t want to do this
On your own, on your own, love
We don’t want to do this
On our own, on our own, love
We don’t have to do this
On our own, on our own

I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
And I'm letting go
See I've been trying
To hold on, hold onto this fear all alone
And it doesn't feel right anymore
 
Hmmm, no
Hmmm, hmmm

chocolate (Alternative Version)

She kissed me
Like we just met
And all she knew about me
Is what I've said to her
Here in the bathtub this evening
Chocolate for two

I need more time off with you
To turn you on
I want to wake up without the alarm
A thousand eyes on me constantly
But I just want you
And I just want two
I need more time off with you
To turn you on

She kissed me
Like we just met
Via wind, sand and stars
We danced at the northern
And slept on the beach hoping rangers
Would choose not to come

I need more time off with you
To turn you on
And I want to wake up without the alarm
A thousand eyes on me constantly
But I just want you
I just want two
I need more time off with you
To turn you on

I didn’t sleep a single wink
and I caught you realise
I promised you it’s not your fault and I tried
It feels like there’s fire on my heels
Wherever I go

I wake up in the morning
Laying sleeping next to you
I asked you if I snored
You laughed and I knew, I knew
This isn’t how I planned to feel
When I’m supposed to go
To go 

I need more time off with you
To turn you on
And I want to wake up without the alarm
A thousand eyes on me constantly
But I just want you
And I just want two
‘Cause I need more time off with you
To turn you on
Oh on, on

holding you (Alternative Version)

It’s been 2 months
And the phone reception has been broken up most of the time
Had a friend stay over last night, we did nothing wrong
But the company it felt right
We shared moments
And we had conversations about
About our place here
In the constellations
And I watched
The way that the sun lit her blue eyes
 
It’s got nothing on holding you 
Nothing on being here tonight
Nothing on holding you
Nothing on doing what feels right
There’s second thoughts
On the tip of my tongue
Trying my best
To not let them overrun
What is holding you
Wanna know if this is a fire
And if it ever burns out

I know I need to learn how to change the patterns
And observe the weather come good here
Whether it’s for worse or better
I've seen love
That isn't cupid that isn't blind
I need a partner in good
And not a partner in crime
I've read poetry and I've wrote it
Been prepared
And I have been devoted
I have been through every fucking reason that it wouldn't work
The reasons that I could get hurt

It’s got nothing on holding you 
Nothing on being here tonight
Nothing on holding you
Nothing on doing what feels right
There’s second thoughts
On the tip of my tongue
Been trying my best
To not let them overrun
What is holding you
Wanna know if this is a fire
And if it ever burns out

chemistry (Alternative Version)

Isn't it just nice
To be alone with you babe
Seein' forests for the trees
Meaning everything that you say
And isn't it just sweet
How we don't have to talk
How your eyes are saying everything
When you've said nothing at all

‘Cause you've got me feeling like
Everywhere I've been doesn't prepare
Means nothing at all
And you got me feeling like
Everywhere I've been doesn't compare
Means nothing at all

In all of your chemistry
What I adore
Is you sitting next to me
And I don't think that
Any of this was meant to be
And I love that more
In all of our chemistry
And I don't think that

And isn't it just nice
To be alone with you babe
Seeing weather in this eve
believing where there's will there's a way
And isn't it just sweet
How scars they say it all
All the ways that we've been healing we're feeling
Better than ever before

‘Cause you got me feeling like
Everywhere I've been doesn't prepare
Means nothing at all
‘Cause you've got me feeling like
Everywhere I've been doesn't compare
Means nothing at all

In all of your chemistry
What I adore
Is you sitting next to me
And I don't think that
Any of this was meant to be
And I love that more
In all of our chemistry
And I don't think that
 
Sun kissed darling
I land and I'm still falling
And I brace myself it doesn't help
You're a sun kissed darling
And I land and I'm still falling
And I brace myself it doesn't help

With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you
With you

I don’t think that

And I don’t think that

maybe it's just me (Alternative Version)

Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always homesick but everywhere’s home
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always lonely but never alone
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I wanna be in love
But don’t know where to go
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low

Nothing makes me feel alone
Not being where you are
Driftin’ somewhere in the currents
Asleep between near and far
Nothing makes me feel alone
Like when I can’t see
The difference in being with someone
And being with somebody

Good things take time
Longer then you might hope
Like the good clothes
That are made fair 
Not everything here
Has to be outworn
 
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always homesick but everywhere’s home
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always lonely but never alone
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I wanna be in love
But don’t know where to go
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
 
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
 
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always homesick but everywhere’s home
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always lonely but never alone
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I wanna be in love
But don’t know where to go
I wanna be in love
But don’t know where to go
I wanna be in love be in love
 
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always homesick but everywhere’s home
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I am always lonely but never alone
Maybe it’s just me but it feels like
I wanna be in love
But don’t know where to go
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low
Tryin’ to keep from
Getting low
Getting low
Getting low